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Friday, August 28th, 2009
12:37 am	Uni ball It was great to  see all of my uni friends. BUT aside from that I thought: If I knew how girls were dressing then I would have gone to Valley Girl to find the shortest and tightest dress. It would have fit into my age group- being tasteless. Obviously if you are reading this, it doesnt apply to you. haha xx (Comment on this)
Monday, May 11th, 2009
8:16 pm	My period coincides with the full moon. Luckily I don't howl or grow into a hairy animal. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 9th, 2008
10:56 pm	i am obviously very bored i have laminating to do, but as you can understand it does become very tedious. and im in that type of mood where i end up being a bitch. so forgive me. on sunday i went out to watergardens with mum and she was zig zagging when she was walking. it annoyed me because she does it all the time. so i asked her to walk on one side. she looked at me and said that she could walk wherever she wanted. i walked off for 5 m and when i turned around she was gone. i walked to big w to wait for her since thats where she said she wanted to go. 10 minutes later she didn't rock up. so i did my own shopping. one hour later i walked to the carpark and the car was there with her sitting in it. she saw me, started the engine and drove off. fuck that man. i called dad to pick me up. shes supposed to be my mum and be a bigger person than i am. obviously shes a fucking weirdo. i spent the whole fucking weekend trying to be NICE and appease her so that i could go out. but no, she HAS to be a fucking pysho. then she said that she would do the same if i were a jackass to her in vietnam. fuck man, id rather get shot by terrorists than holiday with her. fuck man. remember when i so badly wanted to return daves things? fuck that as well. maroulla spoke to him and he was all, "i don't think jen is over me." forget wanting to take up more space in landfill, but his stuff is going to landfill or gonna be recycled or maybe i should just give it away to someone else like lynns suggested. i did a lot of thinking about dave. then i spoke to my old english tutor. bed hoppers dont change according to him. then sarah suggested at lunch that she use the sugar pieces to stab him to death. i told her that there was no need because he was probably going to die from muscle atrophy (muscle bulk loss) or some sort of disease from his excessive drinking and drug taking. dave you fag, i was trying to be nice. for me, being nice helps me to let go of everything rather than to harbour any hate. obviously someone like you is far too stupid to ever grasp the concept. then again, i should have expected this because i did date an idiot for a guy who thinks more about his dick than anything else. he even said to maroulla that she wanted to sleep with him but couldn't because i dated him. maroulla was appalled by this of course. then dave said that he may not be a good boyfriend, but he had the experience in bed. again, id rather get shot by a terrorist that have sex with him. at that point i put down my fork and sat there quietly. i felt disturbed. she also said that he wanted to break up with his current girlfriend because she said immature things in front of his friends. enough of him. hes beyond my comprehension. im leaving im leaving! i shall miss the fact that i could have worked my ass off to make more money because now i have like 100 in my account and that's the final 100. i curled my hair and i can still smell the burning of my hair. have you any idea how disturbing it is? i hope that all your studies are going well. xo (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 31st, 2008
6:50 pm	It's fucking cold. It might as well snow. Bloody hell. Fucking freezing. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 19th, 2008
8:56 pm	Despite the fact that I told Sophie that I would not contact Jason, I did anyway. It was short and I only wanted to say hi. I had no intention of making it big. I think I just wanted to post this because I want to say that...I finally let go. Emotional stupidity has no room in my life right at the moment. Just because things were a little different, it doesn't mean that I can't move on. He's like any other male- not in a negative way. I'm not diminishing him or the way that I felt about him when he was here. It happened, and now it's gone. And there are more important things in life that I have to get on with. I don't think that there is a point in me attempting to save my own face here either. Lol, I think I'll reduce it to me being young and naive. Thank god that even if my maturity is lagging...that my behaviour might somewhat become more sophisticated with time. Adios girls! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 29th, 2007
3:37 pm	fucking ball breaker to give head. fuck man, seriously no one told me it would be like that tiring. my fucking jaw. (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 6th, 2007
9:27 am	Coz you had a bad day.... Lack of sleep caused me to miss my stop- which was Parliament Station. My hair looks all mangly. Yup...I've been having a bad day. On the bright side fate took me to Flinders Station to buy the Vogue magazine. The tram was empty. What can I say? Things imrpove all the time, right? *oh I'm so sleepy right now I think I could sleep in the computer labs* (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 2nd, 2007
7:30 pm	Greek people galore  HEY THERE!!! Went to the Greek dinner dance for Maroulla on Friday. For a night that was supposed to be fun... it was weird. I had heaps of fun mainly because I had good bronzer and there were some good photos. And the food was yummy and I saw a lot of cool dancing. It was awesome. I felt a bit miserable because everyone else was miserable. They sure damned looked it anyways. I said some stupid things, calmed down and yeah. John came and GREETED EVERYONE ELSE but ME. I'm like- uhu so much for being friends hey? But then to come to it, I don't think he ever said anything about us being friends. So technically him giving me the cold shoulder would have been like how things were from the start. We never spoke. But I don't really understand- what did I do to get the cold shoulder? Like what the hell man? And it's not like we were in love or anything. I don't see the problem really because it wasn't an intense thing and it wasn't like - he stopped being bothered with me. It's like dude, you got over me and stopped caring so...what's the matter now? He sat on the other side of the table at the start and I saw him kinda looking into the distance- Chriz asked him if anything was going on and he was said no everything's fine. When Phil and Lynnie turned to each other to talk and bla bla I thought that I'd turn the other way to make it seem less awkward. And I attempted to talk to him and all he said was...I don't even remember what he said. It was probably one word and then turned back to the dance. I wanted to like give him a hard slap and ask why we were being all weird. He's creepy and weird to everyone else- won't shut up, but I have to get the silent treatment. *shrugs* Oh well, nothing I can do. I don't even know why I'm yakking on about him. I shouldn't be caring anyway right? Then why does it feel so raw still? Does it feel raw because some part of me cares? That's awful if I still do then. Geeze man. *scratches head* I don't understand lah...  It's really weird. Whatever I told you guys was the truth, I didn't lie. So what the motherfucker Jen? LOL! I've spent a whole section on him. And that's sad. Maybe I didn't have that friendly vibe either...he was fun though. At least I could have relied on him to entertain me on that night. BUT NOOOOOO...okay I'll stop and move along. I just didn't really think that we'd be this cold gahhh man! *yawns* Oh yeah I took hell photos the whole time. Especially a lot with Sarah- eating, drinking - participating with us like she was actually there. I'll post them up later. And then Sean and Jaimie gave me a hard time when I was talking to Dean, telling him what happened last year at the Greek Ball. I'm thinking omg, guys, as if anything is going to happen here. Hello, his mum is the organizer and I vowed never to go near another LaTrobe guy anyway. I'll just stare into the distance. MY point being, I spent the time teasing him at the start when I was drunk- HEY THERE DEAN...wanna be my door prize? And this man who gave me a look who turned out to be his dad...oh my. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! But yeah, he's a nice boy. Hey, at least I did something Greek. I didn't do something Greek in that sense- HAHAHAHA!!!  AND MYRULER'S mum went to MacRob. She was from class of '72. And we took photos with HER AS WELL!!! It was so funny. She's actually pretty cool and kinda like Maroulla herself. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Man, that was actually kinda one depressing ball. No one was happy- I was alcohol fueled and glad to be with my friends...but I'd much prefer them to be happy. Other than Chriz celebrating her one year anniversary eve thing...everyone looked miserable. Except for Jaimie- he isn't in any drama. Whoa, no eye candy, but I'll tell you this...I had a good perve one some few males...uhu. I can't say who it was on this because Maroulla would shoot me. But if you do read this, don't worry, it's not any of your cousins. SHE TOLD ME not to hit on them or else they would advance back! LOL! All good though. The conclusion is that not all Greek guys are...you know...you know what I'm talking about Sophie. Some of them are pretty cute! Can I just limit the number on that night to like 2 that I saw. No go zone though. The rest looked like the mafia and they would totally clash with my lipstick and bronzer. They would make me look like a teeny bopper...Lynnie to be more exact. Toodles guys! Current Mood: but happy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
9:06 pm	My Indulgent Day Today I met up with Sophie to eat pancakes at the Pancake Parlour! Yummy lahhh!!! We had a catch up which was good and she told me things that were not speech related. Then we went to Boobi Brown to look at the Shimmer Bricks....SHIMMER BRICKS GUYS!!! Yeah, I can't buy one because I already bought a bronzer, but the lady who applied it on me made it look quite nice because there is a golden hue/shade to it. Mine is more glowy than gold. The other girls whom I've seen it on...do make it look scary as she said. They just plunk a blotch on each side or a line. I bought a lipstick from Lancome!!! So hot- in a sheer deep pink...hot baby! oh yea...but I think I also want like a candy pink pink...but I made a rule that I can only buy one lipstick per year. That way I don't over consume. Then I went home and cleaned up room and vacuumed the house. I was all tired after that. Mum came home and gave me a mini hard time- then drove me to the station so that I could go see Rebekah the speech pathologist at Ardeer Primary school. It was a short ride thank god and I didn't have to travel very far. Rebekah is SO PRETTY!! She kinda looks like you Sophie- but different. BUT I was like WOW she's sooooo pretty!!! And so nice! Anyhoo, she explained to me my job and what I was supposed to do. She said, "You don't have to start the therapy right away." My reaction: I thought I was supposed to be supplementing the kid. Who said therapy? But hey, like I said- anything to get more experience. I am so excited! I hope this helps me. And she's giving me support as well so yar...all good! On the way home this old man in his 50s or 60s was waiting at the bus stop with me. He started to talk to me and it was interesting. He told me to respect my parents, don't trust young guys, don't start a family early and everything else under the sun. It was a fun conversation. I was close to asking him if he wanted to do an OPE- but that would be pushing it. At my stop I shook his hand and went home. I'm gonna go watch Alex play against girls tomorrow! hehehehehe.... bye guys! Current Mood: accomplished (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 24th, 2007
4:07 pm	yayayayayayayayayayaya I called this speech pathologist named Rebebah Kerr from the CareerHub on the Latrobe Student Online website thanks to Dani (John's girlfriend- friend who is a girl I mean) who needs a student to give extra therapy to a grade three girl in my area- AND she wants to meet up with me if we can arrange the days. *YAY* I feel uncomfortable doing clinics because I don't know what to do sometimes. I know we learn as we go, but it feels intimidating when your partner is really good with kids. No, just because I work with kids on Sundays doesn't mean that I am any good with them in the clinic room. Hello, two year olds wouldn't get my sarcasm- not that the preps do at first anyway. I mean, it doesn't mean that I'm angry- I don't know how the reader perceives this so I'm trying to explain myself. My partner is like a natural with kids and although I feel demur next to her, at the same time I use her as a guideline. So I don't dislike her or anything. I guess you could say that I look up to her as well because I don't really believe in getting all competitive and hateful when I'm not going to learn anything that way. No, I'm not trying to be all I'm a saint either- okay enough rambling. You know what I'm going on about. So it kinda sucks that I'm this loud-o mouth who can't shut up but when I see little kids my mind screams NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NO NONONO!!! She's going to call me next week and I hope that this will be a good thing for me. I asked her about vacation jobs, but since she recently graduated last year she can't take up any students. *fingers crossed lah* Current Mood: excited (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:23 pm	woo another friday off Either I am really lazy or procrastinating because I have done nothing all day. I think it is both. I made myself feel better by washing the dishes and cleaning the house...which is my job anyway. I guess I won't have to do it tomorrow. Tonight I'm going to Watergardens Shopping Center with Di (Du) for a catch up. heheheheheehe...she's a funny one. Then tomorrow night I'm going to Jean's birthday party. I haven't asked mum yet, but I shall tell her when she gets home today. I feel so cooped up in Bundoora away from everyone else! I still have to get him something. Yesterday me, Missa, Thao the cow, Chriz, Hong and Phil went to the Eagle Bar for lunch. It's our ritual every Thursday to meet up and have a eating session. Hong was engrossed in making stars, so was Phil and Missa. Phil started to make jokes about random crap and got us giggling because he was teasing Maroulla being in Bundoora as a child, going to uni to play and befriending a severed arm that she found in the lake. Then Chriz and I went into class asking Maroulla about the severed arm and her yabby traps!!! HAHAHAHAHA I couldn't stop laughing because it was so funny. She got pissed off because people started to ask her about yabby traps and she didn't know what was going on!!! Afterschool we went into the city because we skipped one lecture- James Canty guys...as if! No one beats Paul lah!!! HAHAHAHAH!!! We went to Supre to find some coordinating dresses that we could wear to the Greek dinner dance. I didn't bring money, but I'm hoping that there will be my sizes when I come back. I had a Ichpan crepe with blueberry, ice cream, cream and custard and felt like I was going to hurl because I felt too full! But it was very yummy! I just wasted today doing nothing!!!! Anyways, off to look for some water to drink or else I'll dehydrate. And do some RMH. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
9:17 am	Monday as usual Yesterday we had a pretty fun day at uni. In class Lynnie bent over to get her pen whilst on her seat in the lecture theater...she bent so low Chriz gave her a nudge as to push her over- but I went full force and she fell onto the ground. She slept through most of the class and Maroulla pinched her waist- making her groan in class loud enough for everyone to turn around and look at us. Lynnie and Sarah went to the medical center to get their injections...Maroulla lured us with cookies that she made, only to discover that we wanted more. We wanted to drive to her house to get more...when she refused Lynnie lay on the ground screaming that she was fainting and wanted cookies. Chriz and I found coordinating dresses for the Greek Ball, but I already have my own dress and mum will murder me if I buy another one. I should wear the one that I bought anyway. After all, that bloody thing was enough to buy two of my speech and swallowing texts. My clinic has been canceled for the day because my CE's baby is...fully sick and crying. WAIT, I just got a message and it looks like one of the client's canceled so my client is rocking up. Yes, people do tell me that I sound like a hooker- you should see the face that Adam gave me. TOODLES ya bums! xoxoxoxox Current Mood: calm Current Music: Torn- Natalie Imbruglia (Comment on this)
Friday, August 17th, 2007
5:31 pm	Jump on my Trampoline My weeks was not necessarily pleasant, but it was not the worst either. It's just one of those weeks where you spend thinking about the future- mainly being my own future and what I want in life. My views a month ago have changed, well not so much changed but I became progressively more confused. What I want and what I want to achieve are two completely different things. To make a choice and give up something else in the name of your very own happiness and to be able to endure other people looking down on you is hard. And what happens if you regret it in the future? I guess you can never tell until it's too late. Luckily, I still have several more years to ponder on such issues that appear trivial in comparison to me having to practice conducting a case history. Today I spent the morning stressing over my assignment, only to hand it on time- the problem was that I forgot to fill in my Statement of Authorship. You're very smart Jen. The brightest lightbulb in the Christmas tree. I have black bags under my eyes, but you know what? Surprisingly I had quite an enjoyable day. I had lunch with my friend and had a very nice catch up. I still feel rather unpolished- but what can I say? I'm 19. I'm on my way, so it's okay. Unless I'll be forever an awkward girl. I had Trampoline ice cream, bought some pop up stickers for clinic and had a mini browse in the bookshop. I stood there getting all giddy and excited because I discovered where my clinician buys her stickers and I don't have to worry about emptying out my bank account to get "groovy ones". The guys serving at the Reject Shop looked like bikey gang member who hadn't washed their hair. But the one serving me was pretty cute. *blush* He had enough tattoos to make himself look like a mural down Chapel St. Then I caught the tram into the city again to go hunting for pore minimizing cream. I wanted to fix it up- naively of course. Only to find out that NO you cannot get rid of your pores, but you CAN prevent them from growing larger. So I was intorduced to the world of cleansing products, masks, scrubs, toners and what have you. I am all aware of these products, but the RANGE is enormous. I thought I was going to faint in David Jones. I was looking for this one cream under the bran of Daintree, only to discover sadly that it wasn't there, but the brand was. So I skipped (not literally guys) over to Khiel's station and ask the nice lady whom had handed me a moisturizing sample. She showed me the lot and told me what she felt comfortable reccomending me. My goodness, did I feel nice and fuzzy inside the store. It might have been the heater though. Usually I'm a bit erky about DJs because it's the higher end type store and only enter when I know what I want to buy. I feel like loitering is going to send me scathing looks. But no, none of that happened. The products were going to cost- almost an arm and a leg, so she kindly gave me samples instead. How long do I have left in this world where I can be carefree and NOT care about my pores? Do I start wailing, "WHY ME? Why did you give me crater sized PORES???" I have only a limited time left unfortunately where I can skip (this time literally) around with a blemished face (the occasional break outs) and an uneven skin tone. When I say limited...I mean very limited. After spending a semester walking under the glaring heat of Bundoora where you would expect that they would grow enough trees to shade you (and no Tree Man isn't around you all the time, I'm sure he has plenty of other useful things to do other than carrying a marquee for you), no. You end up being oilier, burning within 5 minutes- and as if any of us learn from it. Oh no, what do we do once summer hits town? Wear the shortest skirt and smallest top possible, and lay on the grass. The joys of being...young shall I say? Alas I think my days of literally burning myself are over. I do that to last me the summer break when I'm inside working. It's time to sheild myself and think long term. Because that's what's it's all about. Thinking longterm....your boyfriend might not be- but you're stuck with your skin...till death do you part...literally. On another note that is different to ramblings of the oily and saggy skin- it felt like a wonderful day. I relaxed and spent some time by myself...not thinking about motor speech disorders or swallowing abnormalities. The ride home was fun as well because I bumped into an aquaintence whom I met through going on the train- it started off in year 9 as the girls telling the guys to get a haircut on a sign across the windows. We had a nice conversation- which felt good because I haven't seen much of anyone of late other than uni people- but you know, a change here and then for 35 minutes does make a difference. I borrrowed the OC season- half of it anyway and I guess I'll kick back after dinner and watch something. Thoughts for the day: Bundoora is not the end of the world...I have more places to see. I can actually control my pores- although at a hefty price. Rather than getting breast implants, I guess I could put on weight...(but girls, you know my stance. How on earth do I afford a new wardrobe?) Maybe that nose job will keep my glasses on my face though. So what's with the good mood? I don't know...but all I can say is that Trampoline's Chai Latte ice cream put me in a wintery Christmas mood. And I liked it. Quote of the day: "I used to walk around the banks at uni (the walking trail at LaTrobe) and have a roll in the hay..." Ironically, considering that LaTrobe is bush, there is no hay. I guess with the drought and everything...lol. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
9:15 am	I booked in for a GP's appointment to get a referral to an audiologist because I can hear this loud high frequency sound at home and I can't sleep. It's been most noticable these two or three months. :( I hope it's not permanent because I...I can't hack it anymore. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 1st, 2007
7:21 pm	Well we finally broke up. He initially suggested that we take a break because it wasn't going to be less hectic. I put my foot in and said let's just break up because there's no point in going on. I was going to suggest a talk but I couldn't see that happening. It's not bad thing. I think it's a good thing. Man, being in a relationship is like two extra subjects that you can't study for. I didn't feel an emotional connection towards him. So for a short term dating thing it was good. Looking at it on the bright side, at least being single I can buy shoes without thinking about the length of the heel, go to the Greek Ball and Stu's party single. For  a consoling thought, it felt like I was either growing taller in my shoes or he was shrinking. He was nice about it, said that he genuinely had fun and that he hoped for us to keep in contact. Lynnie said, well if you aren't in contact now...LOL! I learn't new things meeting him though. So it was no loss. I just feel disappointed that I went through a lot of fire and stress for someone else. I guess it's one of those things that show that we're willing to continually hope that what we do and what we learn will eventually lead us to the right person. Even if the immediate person you're with isn't. :) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 24th, 2007
6:13 pm	why oh why???? Warning, this is just a complaint. So they don't post the notes up early enough for me to send to my dad. Obviously I have to print them out at home. But the printer is SO slowwwwwwww, it takes me like half an hour to print out my notes for the day. I detest printing. Off to eat now. Clinic was okay- meh. Just bite the bullet and make mistakes. At least I won't be liable...well sued for liability anyway. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 11th, 2007
11:54 pm	HARRY POTTER!!! It's my bed time so I'll be quick. IT WAS SOOO GOOOOOD!!!! I LOVED IT!!!!! Btw, Ronald has some pectoralis majors *YUP* and Cho Chang looks bad in this movie. The one in the other one was so much prettier- geeze, what happened? And she sucks. balls. MUST SEEEEEEEEEEEEE it guys. GOOD NIGHT!!! (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 6th, 2007
1:48 pm	Listen UP guys!!! Thanks to Christine for alerting me to this. By the way, I know people hate MySpace, but so far it has proven to be quite useful to me- ie this. Oh and Christine is as well, even if she doesn't bring her pencils to the exam room. :p (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 5th, 2007
2:50 pm	And Mel as well!! Yay, MacRob people! (Comment on this)
2:40 pm	I'm seeing Grace tomorrow night- I am excited since I haven't seen her in yonkers!!! (Comment on this)